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11:51 p.m. - 2006-01-29
what is it?
i act as if something really important was about to happen.

it hurts to wait. i dont know why. i dont understand. i just want it to happen.

want to stop worrying. want to stop caring.

i need this something. i feel tired and hopeless. i feel cried out and havent even begun. i feel a hole inside that gets bigger when i think about it. feels like its a really good thing or a really bad thing. feels like an empty bottle.

i cant see it.


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