11:01 p.m. - 2007-06-26
my father and my little brother, well, my 15 year old brother left today. they will be out for i dont know how long. maybe a week, maybe 3 months, maybe more. i dont know. i just wanted to write that i miss them. the truth is i cant picture myself in a near future living away from my family. i never learned how to deal with those sort of things. i think if i was smaller it wouldnt be such a big deal. ive been away for months before. but, everyday more im scared something will happen. like an accident or an illnes, something bad. and i wouldnt want to think i wasted time i couldve spent.. being there. i dont know how human beings have to deal with these things every day. i dont think i could. on a lighter note, i loved todays sunset. it is my favorite time of day. it gives me peace.
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